I now found a simple answer to why I liked TrueHellDei so much.
She was the only one who praised me so high and so devotedly. I used to think that it is because she understands me, however it was mostly because she was able to make me think she agrees with everything I say. I like it when people agree with me and hate it when they do not.
My Uni friends too praised my genius at times, but Ibrahim later started criticizing my punctuality and such.
However, TrueHellDei would consistently acknowledge my clear and undisputed supremacy over everything in the world.
In contrast my parents consistently tried to talk me down. Unapologetically hurting my pride in process. I hate them for that.
Anyhow girl, who wants to be with me, should be able to worship me and my undisputed genius well enough to appeal to my narcissistic side.
In the end of the day, it is narcissist in me, that either approves or rejects people.
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